i'd really like to see you there
i can't pretend like i don't care
because i really do
please just kill the drama.
go to sleep, we'll talk tomorrow
dream about me, and don't worry
we'll be fine
Unfortunately, fate had a different plan for us. And that wasnt how our night ended. Its over. :) Things between us are over. Looking back, He shouldnt have called. I shouldnt have answered the phone. I shouldnt have brought the topic up. But then, it all happened. An outburst of emotions. Trapped inside. I dont know what happened next. It was all my fault. I was pushing him to his limits. It was maybe because I wanted that to happen. I knew that I wanted to say goodbye but when we called it quits, it gave me a different feeling. A part of me wants to hold on and tell him that what I said were lies, a part if me wanted to let go and never look back. My pride took over and well, I did what I thought was right. Letting go means more than just loving more and fearing less, it was also about taking risks and having something left for yourself. This is a bad case of puppy love gone wrong. The karma I get for breaking-up with someone through a post-it.
she sits in the corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped around in promises
that no one seems to keep
&& after all this time..
my heart still breaks
every time i hear your name.
not because i love you.
but because of all the things
we left unfinished and unsaid.
waited in vain since 12:16 PM
