Okay. My emotional side is now taking over. Let her talk:
I have been bottling my thoughts for the longest time now. Its about time I let it all out, not unless I allow my bitterness and pride take over me. I am now full of regrets. I swear. My body is filled with regrets, hate, paranoia and insecurity. :( I have done a lot of things that ruined who I am, that made me mature faster, things that changed my whole outlook in life and changed the way people see me. I know that I shouldnt care about them or what they have to say but facing the truth hurts 10 times. Specially when youre oblivious to it. I loved myself. I was contented to what I had. I wasnt drinking and I forgot all about my smoking habits. I dont know what happened but in a days time, i was doing both very frequently.
waited in vain since 10:14 AM
